The One

He said maybe I'm the one...
Well I want to be the one
No not really the one he's with forever
But I want to be the one
The one that shows him what it is to love
No. I don't love him
But I want to be the one he grows love with
I want to share what I know
I want to be the one that shows him what love can do
Not the love
That you say just because you have a lot of feelings for
And can't stop thinking about them
The love that you live, eat, and breath
Love that cannot be defined or described
Love that overpowers the feelings and overwhelms you

I know I forget what it's like and the love isn't there
But I want to grow
Because I want to be the one he makes love to
Not the one he just goes through the motions
To satisfy the wants
But make love
To feel the love run through you
To understand the security within
To be able to make love
I want to be that one

But I'm scared I've ruined that chance